Month: May 2010

Booty and the Beast

I don’t even want to be writing this post but whatever. I’m shallow. Yes, I spend my days in yoga pants and hoodies and I eat like a pig, but I still like to hear I’m attractive. It took me a long time to accept compliments because for a long stretch of time, I wasn’t cute at all and that was pretty obvious.

But now I’m kind of revisiting that. Not out of fishing for compliments or some insecurity relapse, but out of healthy skepticism. When someone you know tells someone they are cute when they definitely are not and that someone turns around and pays you a compliment, how can you believe it?

I pretty much live on the internet. Some people reading this have seen pictures of me, but most haven’t. To most people I’m just my avatar, which is the way I like it. But I’m always amazed when I see someone on Twitter with a homely av and the compliments flood in. Are people being nice? Rewarding the honesty of revealing oneself even if it means shattering that illusion of hotness? Are they hoping to score points somehow-any flirting is better than no flirting? Now, I’m not saying people should tweet, “OMG what were you thinking? I liked you better before I knew you were hideous.” But why say anything at all? Affirmative action compliments?

Just so you know, this has been on my mind for some time. I don’t want any of you reading into it, so vain you think this post is about you. 😉 It’s more just an accumulation of thoughts. Every now and then I think about doing away with my little Sunako avatar and coming out as myself. But I couldn’t stand the compliments, speculating which are real, if any.

Happy Birthday to Me!

My birthday was May 1st and my friend @ZackRabbit made this awesome little manga for me! I debated sharing it but he obviously put quite a bit of work into it and it’s so awesome I couldn’t just keep it to myself. In true manga fashion, read right to left!

falahime_monogatari

(Yeah, sorry, you have to download it. But it’s totally worth it!) If you want to check out more of the talented Zackary Rabbit’s projects, I suggest looking at his blog, his cooking show, and his videos! Thanks for the great birthday presents, Zack!

Ooku

So if you haven’t started reading Ôoku: The Inner Chambers yet I suggest you start. I wasn’t sure about it at first–too many awards, too much hype, that obnoxious olde tymey talking they do…but I have yet to be disappointed in a volume.

TMI time: I read in the tub. I tweet in the tub. Check email in the tub. As much as I love manga, sometimes I can’t help but take a break between chapters and check my tweets and email and texts. Not with “Ooku”, though. Once I start that first page, I’m captivated and committed to reading it clear through, without interruption. To really bring the drama home for you here: I’m generally kind of a hard ass, but with every volume of “Ooku” I’ve felt something. What I feel, I don’t really know. Love? Loss? Sympathy? Indigestion? Confusion?

Regardless, I am really enjoying this series so far.